my professor in charge thinks i'm stupid. grr. he didn't tell it to my face, but he didn't make much effort to conceal how he felt about my intellectual capability either. ARGH.
rushed down to NTU straight after school for a training session. bus journey took me an hour, which was longer than the time i actually spent there in the labs. did some tissue culture experiment, and the prof asked around if we've done it before. when he came to me, however, he simply remarked,
"This one don't need to ask, natalie sure never do before one"
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! PHWOAR.
and he bases all these little quips about my intellect mostly on my history of ccas, which are less than impressive in his opinion. to put it simply he thinks i'm an airhead because
1) i joined touchrug, which, in his opinion, is "wild"
2) i looked too "carefree" to be taken seriously.
and today is NOT the first time he's insulted my intelligence (ahem) a while back he didn't believe i did the selection essay myself, sarcastically hinted that i shouldn't have been selected, insulted my understanding of the chinese language (LIKE WHATTHEHELL), and he probably thinks i cheated to get my grades. grrraaahh. to make things worse he does it in front of all the other research applicants too i would have very much liked for a hole to open up and swallow me whole.
GGGGGGRRAAAAAHHH. the worst thing he did was to INSULT MY CHINESE. he asked me in this horrible sacarstic tone "your chinese can or not?" when we were given this chinese newspaper article to read. WAHHH i don't know how i managed to restrain myself from barking something equally sacarstic back.
if this is going to be how my future research sessions are like, i don't know how i'd survive.
and some other idiot has been trying to tap into my internet connection, and we have discovered that it is THAT that's been interrupting our internet connection every night. CHEAPSKATE MORON GO AWAY LA GET YOUR OWN WIRELESS CONNECTION YOU MISERABLE ASS. i've had enough of you disrupting my nightly homework sessions growlll.
nothing's looking cheery these days. i can't find something to be happy about, except that i've finally gotten myself a presentable shoebag, and i'm finally liberated from those ugly ones my dad brings home from charity golf tournaments.
on a nicer note wangfoofoo the foodie has just tagged me!
The Perfect Lover
Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
Gender: male
1. he must be in a position of authority or power, whether in school or not. i don't like guys who're contented with just sitting around and being ordered by someone more important. he must BE the one of importance.
2. bronzed and beautiful with nice facial bone structure. haha
3. able to tolerate the fact that there are times when i'd just shoot my mouth off without paying attention to the effect my words will have on others, and take whatever i say at such times with a pinch of salt
4. the occasional sweet display of affection- flowers, chocolates, candlelight dinners, beach-walks, anything
5. not embarrassed about letting his friends know we're together. alright alright i admit, i need to feel like a trophy HEHHEH
6. THAT inborn rebellious streak :)
7. musically inclined AND athletic. not one without the other.
8. understand that i don't really want to spend every single minute of my free time with him. not clingy.
and i tag jing, fishy, xp and aiya whoever reads this la!
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