dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno

if my eyes weren't playing tricks on me, i think i just saw a lizard scurry across my computer table. yelch.

almost everybody i know who knows jonathan is in disbelief, it WAS sudden. i don't know what the situation's like now, but my aunt went to his wake, and apparently the dunmanians have all received the news because they were there, but it's not so sure if his vj friends know about it.

the only thing left for us to do now is to accept, i guess?

okay who am i kidding. as if it's so easy to accept and get over something like this.

aaaargh. i STILL feel weird all over