too bright lights

dear c. ronaldo,

you were the perfect object of my affection, right about till the day you chose to offend england and vilify yourself by insisting rooney get sent off. while everybody else was laughing at you for being a wuss for your tears on the pitch i chose to believe they came out of immense frustration. THEN you had to be so meddlesome during the match with england, and after pissing rooney off you tried to piss crouch which was reallyyyyy not nice. so just like you killed all your chances of playing in an english club EVER AGAIN you killed any chance of returning back into my good books. but THENNNN you had to go make really arrogant comments after that game with france (after trying to get the ref to foul sagnol, reallyyyyy) and then i decided THAT'S IT C.RONALDO i hope germany sends you home with a kick in the ass so deep, you'll have permanent stud imprints on your derriere.

this is sad.

so anyway today RONIN CAME TO PERFORM AT NJ :) guess who had to attend chem lecture and so couldn't go watch :(. but nice junying took photos for me hahaha. rushed to the hall after civics and found that the band was still hanging around talking to the ip2s (OHH THAT LUCKY BIQING), wanted to take photos with them but i was once again stuck in my oh-my-gawd-you're-a-rock-star jitters and any attempt to converse will send me tripping over my own words and looking every bit the fool that i secretly am. WHY IS IT ALWAYS LIKE THIS someone used to tell me the best way for someone to know i think he's cute will be to talk to me. if i stutter and repeat words at the end of his sentence he gets a straight full marks. gahhhh.

oh nvm. gerard says they didn't sing 'one more moment' hmm. if they had i'd probably be more disappointed that i missed the performance. truth be told, their noisy songs are a little too... noisy for my liking haha.

but levan wee looked cool. shihui said he was 'feeling horny today', and to stay away from him HOHO.

photos later! when i've FULLY UNDERSTOOD mathematical models for epidemics. grrr