about feeling bad :(

BLISTERS AND BLISTERS AND BLISTERS. i can't even walk properly. and they didn't sms me about mass dance prac today so i woke up late to find out through chriselle's sms. ohwell. RAHRAHBANANAH

i've sent an email to my partner telling her of my plans to quit ssef. i cannot afford the time, and i've lost whatever interest i initially had in the project, either it was misinterpretation on my part initially about the project content OR the project content got twisted and evolved in a way that i didn't expect, anyway it wasn't the experience that i was hoping for and it started to feel like a burden more than an opportunity to widen my horizons. i feel quite bad, because she was rather intent on sending it to ssef and getting an award.

am thinking of how i'm gonna put it to my professor though. BAHHHH HUMBUGG i always get myself into stupid situations like these.

anyway it's the eve of christmas eve i shouldn't be thinking too much! i'll wait for her reply and tell ms ong. THEN come up with a way to break the news to the almighties.

today i looked up at my wonderfully delicious jay chou calendar and realize there's only ONE WEEK left to 2006. which means 5 more days for me to complete my stack of holiday homework. god save nat.