it may be,

that 3 years down the road i might have lost contact of almost everyone i'd known from 10 years back. and i can only attribute it to laziness and wrong priorities, i guess largely on my part?

this is one of those days i wish the world would slow down a little bit and let me catch up. hello world, wait up, it's no fun if everything goes by in a flash :( i don't want to grow up so fast and be forced to make decisions when i still can't get enough of the choices present. i don't want my friends to either, for selfish reasons, because i don't like to see people going away. bahhh.