don't ask me how, but i've managed to bust another pair of contacts by poking a hole in the left lens. this being such a frequent occurence, i'm wearing my monthlies as if they were dailies phwoar.
so hrmm i won't be playing on field tomorrow. honestly it came to me as a mix of relief and disappointment, relief because i don't even feel in the least prepared to take on the game in a competition setting, disappointment because it's my stamina that's letting me down. so.. TRAIN HARD TRAIN SMART and erm. eat less. nobody's heard of a good fat sprinter so i'll have to lose weight roarr. GO MARIANNE WE CAN DO IT! just leave the part of losing weight to me.
and GO TEAMMMM! beat them, win them, squash them ayyy :)
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did some soul-searching now that schoolwork has fizzled out. i guess i've been asking for too much and giving too little, blatantly ignoring whatever's been said on two-way communication and stuff. i need to sort my priorities! or i'll find myself in a haplessly pathetic state. so i apologize for being such a lousy friend :(
was sifting through old stuff yesterday and i came across the christmas card, it's funny how everything on it's so meaningless now, i'm ready to laugh at my own naivity two years ago and admit that i was silly to have ignored so many warnings from those who matter. nvm! i've grown smarter and stronger so that episode will just join the other 897219875 things archived at the back of my head under 'accidents of stupidity'
am tired, and in need of a good dose of jay chou :) ohyes and i'm picking up john grisham books to read again, after 2 years of declaring his novels bedtime reads that one should only venture past the first page if his ultimate aim to to fall asleep. i read the street lawyer ALL THROUGH my bus ride on 156 today, which was a whopping 60minutes long.
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