rather anti-social today

okay so i was a little annoyed at being ignored here and there and there again today. i know it's a little petty, but how come after all the effort i put in daily to ensure we wait around for whoever straggles behind before we go so that noone'd feel left out, i get to be lucky number three feeling like a loser. i dunno, you'll need someone more gracious than i am to overlook and dismiss this tiny little issue i guess.

i'm fine lar, really. just let me blow off some steam and i'd be back to normal tomorrow.

today's one of those days when i feel like withdrawing from the crowds and live the life of a recluse. maybe i'd go block everybody on my msn list. (YES don't tell me that if i don't wanna talk to anybody on msn i can just sign out of it my wonky computer will just sign me back in again when it feels happy enough to do so just to annoy me)