less than cool

OKAYYYYY so i had a few bombs dropped on me today, in the form of our CT results. they suck i suck, period. maybe except for math, and varun needs to stop making it sound like the mark happened like a rare miracle or else i'd start believing him myself and resign to the possibility that i'd never see a math grade like this again haha.

hence, due to the dire need for me to do SOMETHING to pull up my socks, results, and confidence, i shall be coming online and updating this a lot less. people who miss me can tag on the board (haha)

speaking of readers, EH WHO ACTUALLY READS THIS? pls leave tags or something if it's not too much of a hassle for you. as of late i've realised there are more people who read this than the amount i knew of in the past.

ohmy ohmy. my dog chewed on my ugly doll! and it's in a wet slobbery mess, though not all is lost. if shuj sees this, SORRYYYYYY!!!

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ROARRR I CANNOT STAND THIS ANYMORE.

to the person it concerns (you know who you are):

please stop skipping lessons. i don't know if you'd get to see this, but yes, stop skipping them. WHETHER lectures or tutorials. you're not doing anything beneficial to yourself, and you're just providing reasons for yourself to be picked on by you-know-whos.

don't even try justifying your tardiness by lamenting on how boring school is, whoever said hardcore studying was fun? but please, spare a thought for what you're gonna do in the future. i know you hate my preaching and never listen to me anyway, but could you take this as more of a plea than a lecture? you push us away when we try to show you we care, and i'm not even certain whether the people you THINK show you the most concern truly care about what's good for you. so anything i say never fails to get lost on you and then you twist it and turn it in your own warped way such that what leaves my lips always sounds pushy and overbearing.

and wth, how'd you expect to PASS tests if you don't even turn up for important lectures? i'm typing this in exasperation because you don't seem to get the POINT. you want your aces, but you don't want to face the sweat and toil that should come before. if my memory serves me right, in all my 18 years i've only come across less than 5 people who can do well without putting in much effort, and sad to say, i don't think you are of that capacity.poly life isn't easy, but who's faced an easy school life after primary education? at least never stop trying, i've sought so many ways to get this through to you that i'm on the brink of giving up, because it never seems to get knocked in right.

so, for your sake, and for the sake of everyone else who're worrying for you (yes, whether you choose to believe it or not people actually WORRY ABOUT YOU.) please take school seriously. you've gotten this far, and there's still a long road ahead. fun and leisure may seem all too appealing at this stage in life but over indulgence will cause all those years of hard work to amount to nothing. we can't do anything more to help you, please do take control of your own life. STOP SKIPPING SCHOOL, DAMMIT.